At the very start of the third day, the 0th hour of the 3rd day of December, before the bonfire at Midway Station, Ji Hengsheng kissed my forehead.
That kept me tossing and turning for hours. I couldn't sleep. I mean, who could, after that? By the time I was able to get to sleep, it was 5AM.
As a result, I overslept the next morning; when I woke up, the Tour of Time was already approaching the Terminal Station.
Se Yue: The Tour of Time is about to reach the Terminal Station. All personnel, please fasten your seatbelts for your personal safety.
Wu Shi: Can't believe I slept through the entirety of the final day of the trip.
He flashbacks to her proposal again.Wu Shi: It's all Ji Hengsheng's fault, aaaagh.
I reach into the pocket for the box she'd given me, last night, at the bonfire. The box with the diamond ring in it.
Se Yue (over the intercom): The train has encountered an unexpected situation. All passengers, please grab tightly to guardrails without panicking. I repeat-
and then the window cracks.Wu Shi: The ring...
That was the ring that Hengsheng got me.
Wu Shi: I can't... lose it.
I reached my hand out for it immediately, but just as my fingers grazed the ring-
The train shook violently once again! Unable to resist this massive force, the ring and I were both flung up into the air.
I crashed into the wall and folded like a dirty towel, while the ring bounced off to god knows where.
Wu Shi: Wait...
Wu Shi: I don't... want to die yet!
He wakes up in an unfamiliar bed. The sheets are absolutely cold with his sweat. He spends a while just breathing and repeating to himself, over and over, 'I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive...'Wu Shi: AGH!
Wu Shi: ...But then, how did I reverse time?
At noon on December 3rd, the Tour of Time, which had just arrived at its final station, encountered some kind of unexpected problem, leading to the car in which I was resting at the time being filled with water, drowning me to death.
Now, it was 3AM, which meant-
Wu Shi: I've got nine hours until the accident happens.
If I don't do anything, it's all but certain that I'll drown to death a second time.
Wu Shi: ...why did I only recall these memories at the Midway Station? What happened there to trigger it? Why didn't I wake up at the start of the tour with all these memories?
The midnight transition between the 2nd and the 3rd. 0:00 on December 3rd.
Yeah, if the seawater got in the train, that means it got into the tunnel as well, by definition. Even if he convinced the conductor to stop the train, if the tunnel broke the train would still get flooded with water anyways. And that was if he could convince anyone.Wu Shi: ....How do I stop it?
This was an undersea tunnel, it wasn't like there was anywhere we could go to avoid the disaster.
Wu Shi: Who would possibly believe me?
well, no, she doesn't actually say that, but, gosh, talk about a timely appearance.Se Yue: Hello! I'm here to believe you!
so... wait, you're telling me... that you've been..... spreading the rumour... that there's a time-traveler on the train named the Tour of Time,Se Yue: So it was you. You were the one who turned back time.
Wu Shi: ...How'd you know?
Se Yue: I didn't. I've just been asking everyone I've run into the same question, and observing their reactions.
Se Yue: So, what you're saying is, before we reach the terminal, there's going to be an accident that leads to your death?
Wu Shi: Ayep.
Se Yue: Weird... That doesn't make sense, does it?
Wu Shi: What about it doesn't make sense?
Se Yue: Your testimony is paradoxical in one very specific way.
Wu Shi: ...Which way?
Se Yue: Heheh, I don't think I feel like telling you... unless you say please?
Wu Shi: Wow, you are still as awful as ever.
Wu Shi: I don't suppose anybody less awful could possibly sit on the throne of the Cesium Corporation as its princess, young mistress.
Se Yue: And you continue to be as rude as ever! Happy to see that dying horribly hasn't changed your personality a bit.
Se Yue: Also, stop calling me 'young mistress'.
Wu Shi: Doesn't your maidservant call you that all the time?
Se Yue: Well, yeah, but she's an employee of Cesium, so she's kind of obligated to call me that. But you're not the same as her, uh... like, we're both classmates at the same high-school, aren't we?
Wu Shi: What should I call you, then? Your imperial highness?
Se Yue: I'm not some distant royal on a tour, alright?
Wu Shi: Then how about, Wave-Dashing Silver Snow Maiden?
Se Yue: I categorically refuse to acknowledge anything that chuuni.
We Shi: Earthling???
Se Yue: ...Y'know what, forget it, young mistress is fine.
Wu Shi: So, super ultra young-mistress-sama, what do you think the cause of the accident is?
Se Yue: Large amounts of water, pouring in, might be able to derail a single one of the train cars, resulting in that car leaving the tracks and becoming submerged eventually.
really giving off strong energies of 'you're fucked' thereWu Shi: So, what should I do to prevent it?
Se Yue: .........
Wu Shi: Hello? Hey?
Se Yue: .............
Se Yue: ....Let's just make a timeline first.
She gets out a pad and a pencil, and starts jotting notes down.
Se Yue: On the first loop, after the incident occurs at 12:00 on December 3rd, someone utilizes the Tour of Time to reverse time, resulting in the thirteenth train car appearing at the end of our train on the second loop.
Se Yue: Let us designate this someone- the user of the Tour of Time- as S.
Wu Shi: Why S?
Se Yue: S for 'start'. The start of all things. No other meaning to it.
Wu Shi is still under the impression he's the user, but Se Yue corrects him by saying, no, dude, you died, so it couldn't be you.Wu Shi: No, I mean, the user was me, right? Why do we still need a symbol if we know I used it?
I mean, yeah, dude, you died, that makes you pretty much the victim. But Se Yue means something else.Wu Shi: So, if I'm not the time-traveler, then what am I?
Se Yue: ...Probably just a victim?
Wu Shi: ...A victim?
Se Yue: The Tour of Time needs... fuel.
Wu Shi: WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
Se Yue seems... weirdly tolerant of our rudeness, now.Se Yue: The mastermind of this game is S.
Se Yue: As the victim of this situation, there is nothing you can do to change the outcome of events.
Se Yue: You're nothing more than the pawn of S.
Wu Shi is not about to be cornered by the murdermaid, and also he's panicking because he's just been told he's going to die again, so he... uh, he shoves the two of them out of the way and makes a run for it.Qian Yuan: You rude piece of shit.
Qian Yuan: The only reason why I haven't broken your arms is because you're technically my senior at school. But if you try anything like that again...
Se Yue: Wait! Don't do anything rashly! Further complications may push this timeline to the point of no return!
Se Yue: If you run into S, make sure to tell them that they absolutely must stop using the Tour of Time to reverse time!
I can't trust her words.
She's not on my side.
She's shown no sign of trying to help me, or even of trying to keep me alive at all.
Who does she think she is?
She's not the time-traveller.
I am.
I am the master of this story.
I will be the one to change tragic destiny, to save as many people as I can. That's why I traveled to the past- because I am the hero of this story.
You can't change anything.
The accident will certainly happen, and you will certainly die as you are destined to.
Don't make me laugh!
I will change the ending.
No matter what I have to do, I will avert my destined death!
Wu Shi: I can't let myself get caught.
Wu Shi: If that's the case, then all I can do now is....
Yu Guang: ....Blerghwhatsthebigdealman.
Wu Shi: I've got something very important to tell you.
Yu Guang: Have you any idea what time it is, dude?
Wu Shi: 4:01 AM, exactly.
Yu Guang: Yeah, most people use this time to sleep.
Wu Shi: Just listen to what I'm about to say.
Yu Guang: Alright, what've you got for me that's so serious you had to wake me up now?
Trick Yu Guang into coming out by telling him about a swimsuit model
Trick Yu Guang into coming out by promising him stupid amounts of money
Threaten Yu Guang
Wu Shi: If you don't get out here right the fuck now I'll show all those photos I took of you in a maid outfit to everyone in the class.
Yu Guang: Excuse me? I'm pretty sure I've never crossdressed before.
Wu Shi: Are you sure?
Yu Guang: Uh, yeah? I mean... mostly? Let me think....
Yu Guang: .......
Wu Shi: WHY DO YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO THINK ABOUT IT?!
This idiot wasn't sure? I was just bluffing him!
Yu Guang: I, uh, no, I mean, of course I've never done such a thing, it was just that the way you said it shook my conviction in my memory.
Wu Shi: WHY ARE YOU STUTTERING?! STOP STUTTERING! YOU'RE MAKING ME NERVOUS TOO NOW!
Wu Shi: Let us agree to never bring this topic up ever again.
Yu Guang: Agreed.
Wu Shi: Yu Guang, if you come out here right now I'll give you five thousand yuan.
Yu Guang: You think I'm Ji Hengsheng?
Wu Shi: Damn, you're right-
Yu Guang: -I'm nowhere NEAR as cheap as her! Make it ten thousand!
Yu Guang: Wait, no, is that too high? How about seven thousand?
Wu Shi: THAT IS NOT HOW HAGGLING WORKS,
Wu Shi: ...Also I've only actually got three hundred on me.
Yu Guang: ...That is not how haggling works either, dude.
Damn, it looks like money is ineffective on Yu Guang. Then I'm just left with...
oh my fucking god so there was actually a correct answerWu Shi: I suddenly really want to swim?
Yu Guang: Eh? At four in the morning?
Wu Shi: Yeah, I just, y'know, really have the urge.
Yu Guang: Uh, well, I mean, you do you, man-
Wu Shi: Also I invited Qian Yuan to go swimming too.
Yu Guang: WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY THAT SOONER?
Wu Shi: Meet me in the swimming car, the fifth car.
Yu Guang: I CAN FINALLY SEE QIAN YUAN IN A SWIMSUIT! WAHOO~!
Yu Guang: The fifth car is it? Yeah, give me just a split second- no, a split microsecond, I'll be right there!
Wu Shi: Sorry about using you as a tool, Yu Guang. But, as my good friend, it is your contractual obligation to serve as bait for my master plan, every once in a while.
Wu Shi: I was worried that maybe they'd be able to listen in on my conversation through the phone or if they had a tracker in it to find me with...
Wu Shi: But, if either of those things were true, then they'd have long since found me already.
Wu Shi: Therefore, I can conclude my plan has been a success.
Ji Hengsheng: What's the matter?
Wu Shi: Eh? You're not asleep?
Ji Hengsheng: I just committed to one of the most important decisions a person can ever make in their life a few hours ago! What, did you think I was going to just go back to bed and promptly fall asleep?
Wu Shi, who totally actually stayed up five hours last timeline because of that proposal: Oh yeah I get you sorry.
Wu Shi tells Ji Hengsheng everything.Wu Shi: I'm just a bit- razzlebrained, yeah, sorry.
Ji Hengsheng: That's what I love about you, kid. So what's the big deal?
Wu Shi: I was going to cruelly use you as bait for my master plan as well but actually I just changed my mind.
Wu Shi: Please come and help me.
Ji Hengsheng: ...Help you? With what?
oh my god she starts to cry a little over the phone.Wu Shi: I know it sounds unbelievable, but-
Ji Hengsheng: I believe everything you said instantly and completely, because ever since we were kids you never lied to me about anything serious and I don't believe you'd start now.
Ji Hengsheng: It must have been so hard for you..... 😢
Wu Shi: Why're you crying?
Ji Hengsheng: Because I can imagine how awful it must feel to die...
Wu Shi: Agh, there you go again, making me worry about you.
Ji Hengsheng: You started it! Literally! I am crying because I am worried about you! That is what this is!
Wu Shi: But no seriously dying: awful. Would not recommend.
Wu Shi: If at all possible, I would really prefer not to experience it ever again- not even a single time more.
Before I talked to Ji Hengsheng, I was more motivated by fear than anything else. I was scared- scared of the idea of dying, of it hurting again.
But after I called her, something in me felt like... like I was now going to do this, for a better reason than just fear.
Like I'd picked up bravery just by hearing her voice.
Now, even if I occasionally remembered what it felt like to die of drowning, my breath no longer choked up in panic.
I still didn't know who it was that turned back time.
But now that they'd given me an opportunity, I was going to make the most of it.
Not just for my own sake- but so that Hengsheng wouldn't cry anymore.
I'm definitely going to avert my death! I won't let Hengsheng cry over me!
Wu Shi: So, after the accident that leads to me drowning, the mysterious S, who witnessed this happen, uses the time machine and uses me as fuel to go back in time.
Wu Shi: Right, so, fuel. What the hell is fuel? What does that even mean?
How did the time machine even work? There were WAY too many unresolved questions.
GEE, YOU THINK.Wu Shi: ...Maybe I should have asked Se Yue more questions....
and then a strong wind blows past him, almost knocking him off the top of the train. god imagine if that's how he dies, like he thought he was being so clever and then nope he just fucking falls off the train and breaks every bone in his body like a jackassWu Shi: Okay, I think I've got two major plans.
Wu Shi: One: avoid the location of death at the appointed time. Don't be in the eleventh train car when the accident occurs.
Wu Shi: Two: figure out who S is supposed to be.
Wu Shi: It opened?
The thirteenth train car's door had opened??
Wu Shi: The last time I saw it, the doors to that car were locked tight!
Wu Shi: I'll never believe in spectres or magic! All crimes can be solved with human methods! UOOOOHHHHHHH!!I turned my neck suddenly, and saw an unauspicious spectre standing there before me on the train's back.
I was stunned for a moment-
No.
I touched the scar on the back of my neck for a moment.
This person before me wasn't a spectre of any kind.
He stood before me like a person, and I could see his shadow on the train.
He wore a long robe that disguised every hint of his build from me, and on his emblem was the Se family crest; his face was obscured by an unsettling mask.
Despite standing on the back of the train, where the winds blew strongly, he stood ramrod-straight.
Wu Shi: Who are you?
Wu Shi: ANSWER ME! Who are you?
okay so it's totally one of the characters we know and probably a girl even, goootcha, game.??: Don't meddle.
He spoke in a raspy, mechanical voice.
He didn't speak himself. Rather, he raised a phone; the voice had come from within the phone.
He was using the phone to substitute for his own voice.
??: Don't do unnecessary things.
and then he bashes our skull in with a metal pipe.??: The secrets of time belong to ME.
Wu Shi: That's how it is, huh?
I finally knew who you were.
Wu Shi: You're S-
zero I would like to re-emphasize that you are ridiculous talented at translation. this whole scene. gosh.Wu Shi: Then how about, Wave-Dashing Silver Snow Maiden?
Something shattered atop of my neck, and the continuous line of my consciousness was disrupted once again.
Wu Shi: What time is it?!
Wu Shi: ....Ohhhh fucknuggets.
Wu Shi: Damn it...
The ring Hengsheng gave me had once again been jolted out of my grasp by the tremors.
Wu Shi: Am I... going to die again?
Last time it'd been quicker because I'd been surprised. I hadn't had as much time to anticipate my own demise.
This time, I could see it coming- and because I knew exactly what to expect, I was really able to properly savor the experience, this time.
Mysterious shadow: Hang on! It's okay! I'm here to save you! Don't give up!
oh we're EXACTLY HERE HUH.Ji Hengsheng: My choice, is placed in your hands.
In the second loop, I still wasn't able to prevent my own death...
I clenched my fists in regret.
Ji Hengsheng: Uh... are you alright?
Wu Shi: I'm... fine...
Ji Hengsheng: Don't even try lying to me about this! You look like a sheet of paper.
Wu Shi: Come on, I thought you said I never lied about the serious stuff?
Ji Hengsheng: I guess.....
I pat her on the head.
Wu Shi: If I really can't take it, I'll ask you and Yu Guang for your support, don't worry.
I have never told a lie in my life.
I pushed myself to my feet and forced myself to follow the rest of the students back to the train.
Ji Hengsheng: Uhhhh...
Wu Shi: Hmm?
Ji Hengsheng runs up next to me and hesitates, like she wants to say something to me but isn't sure how to say it.
Wu Shi: Uhhh...?
Finally, she just turns a big, big smile to me.
Ji Hengsheng: Do your best, Wu Shi!
She pulls my sleeve and points to the jewelry box she'd just given me.
Ji Hengsheng: Don't forget, I'll always be waiting for your response!
Hengsheng.
I've never lied to you before.
But I also haven't told you the complete truth.
Ever since the accident a year ago, I felt like there was a part of my heart that didn't belong to me anymore.
It was a strange feeling.
Even though I knew I was on this side of things, it always felt like there was another Wu Shi watching me from above.
I felt like there was a- distance- between myself, and myself.
In terms of psychological diagnosis, this was apparently something called 'disassociation'.
Sometimes, because of this disassociation, I'd feel like I was living in nothing more than a dream.
But, here, it was this disassociation that saved me.
Maybe most people would, after dying cruelly twice in the same way, break and give up on taking action.
But I could just rub my scar and calm myself down.
Get your head in the game again.
Put your mind to it and figure things out.
Because this life of mine doesn't belong to me, alone.
Wu Shi: Come on. It's time for round three.
Upon seeing Se Yue stride in, I immediately made my status as a looper clear.
Wu Shi: I am someone who has traveled between times. I know what is about to happen in the future.
Wu Shi: Let's skip past all the mutual deception and save ourselves the time.
WHAT THE FUCK WHYSe Yue, unsurprisingly, didn't react much to my words.
Se Yue: I don't understand what you're saying?
Wu Shi: Sure you do.
Wu Shi: I know that to use the Tour of Time, something called 'fuel' is needed.
According to you in the last loop, I am that 'fuel'.wait no he didn't say that he just thought that sorryWu Shi: You were planning to explain this all to me, and before you knew I was the time-traveler you were mentally referring to them as 'S' in your minds. S for Start.
Wu Shi: Also, you hate it when people call you 'young mistress'.
Se Yue: ...Looks like you're actually telling me the truth.
...Excellent. I've successfully deceived her into believing that I am the mysterious 'S'.
Now that she thought I was 'S', I could exploit that and get some useful information out of her.
wait what? she's the inventor of the time machine?? where's this coming from dude?Se Yue: How many loops are we on?
Wu Shi: This is the third loop.
Se Yue: ...You monster.
Se Yue: Even knowing what the cost of the Tour of Time is, you continued to use it.
Wu Shi: What're you talking about? You invented it, didn't you?
i'm sorry so you ACTUALLY ARE THE INVENTOR OF THE TIME MACHINE???Se Yue: I'm not like you. I've never used it.
Se Yue: After I knew what it was I'd invented, I sealed it away.
Se Yue: I had to seal it. Otherwise, there would always be people who would want to use the power of time to dominate the world.
Wu Shi: This wouldn't have been a problem if you hadn't invented it.
Se Yue: You're right.
Se Yue: But, I've done nothing wrong.
Se Yue: No matter what it is that I do, that thing is always the right thing to do.
Wu Shi: ....I don't even know the right way to describe that level of hubris.
Yep, still didn't like her one bit.
uh, dude, be careful, i feel like she's going to pull a pistol out of her pocket and shoot you if you keep talking like thatSe Yue: Even if I don't know how you did it, but you've definitely activated the Tour of Time and reset the world, and by the looks of it, you have no intentions of ceasing your actions, is that correct?
Wu Shi: That's right. Before I achieve my goals, I will never stop.
wow talk about transparently baiting for information.Se Yue: Even though I don't know what your goals are, I have to warn you, that no matter how many times you reset the world, your desired outcome will surely never manifest.
Wu Shi: Then how about this?
Wu Shi: There's plenty of inexplicable mysteries about the Tour of Time.
Wu Shi: If you can convince me, then maybe I'll decide to stop here and now, hmmm?
Se Yue: I see. So that's your goal, is it?
Se Yue: Continued penetration of the stream of time, an ill-conceived attempt to comprehend the entirety of the Theory of Time.
okay wu shi cool it on the mysterianism thereMaybe that was what 'S' wanted? To loop time until they could understand the mystery hidden within time itself?
Se Yue: Even if I told you the theory, you would be incapable of replication.
Se Yue: Or, rather, even if you were able to rebuild a time-machine of your own, it wouldn't mean a damn thing.
Wu Shi: I'll be the one who decides whether or not it means anything, thanks.
Se Yue: Well then, you should listen up closely to what I'm about to say, and hopefully afterwards you'll be equipped to make the correct decision.
Se Yue: You've at least heard of general relativity, right?
Wu Shi: Oh, yeah, that's the stuff that one Einzbern guy came up with, right?
Se Yue: EINSTEIN! EINSTEIN came up with relativity!
Wu Shi: Look, I couldn't help it, from my perspective you might as well have just put a magical curse on me with all those bizarre incantations you were using.
Se Yue: They weren't incantations, they were theories of physics!
Wu Shi: Right, the Novakid self-compression principle-
Se Yue: The NOVIKOV self-CONSISTENCY principle!
Wu Shi: Why did all time physicist people have to be born with western names?
Se Yue: The Novikov self-consistency principle asserts, simply, that the universe we inhabit is one that is already the result of all travels in time which have been performed.
Se Yue: If a time traveler S goes back in time, the universe will change itself for that person.
Wu Shi: Changing the universe, huh? Sounds cool.
Se Yue: Can you be a little more serious, please?
Se Yue: Imagine that a time traveler S goes back in time.
Se Yue: In order to prevent a time paradox, do you know what'll happen?
that is not at all the novikov self-consistency principle, girlSe Yue: He'll forget that he's a time traveler at all.
Wu Shi: He'd forget? Then what would be the point?!
Se Yue: That's why you never meet people from the future.
Se Yue: Because they themselves don't even remember that they're from the future.
I... guess they're... operating under the assumption that, going back in time means you overwrite the mind of your past self? like, time travel as a wholly mental operation, not one that leaves you with two physical clones?Se Yue: Even if S did something different from in the last timeline, it'd be meaningless, because to him, it'd be the first time he did such a thing.
Se Yue: That's what the Tour of Time is for. That's the big problem it solves- not time travel itself, but memory retention through time-travel.
okay so what i think she's saying that nonphysical time travel is the ONLY kind that gets around this setting's version of the novikov self-consistency theorySe Yue: That's why, when we time travel, we aren't going physically back in time, or bringing things from the future to the past with us.
Se Yue: As long as we bring our personality, memories, and experiences- the things in our brain- back with us, then that's all we need.
Wu Shi: So... you haven't explained HOW you do any of this, yet. Just the what.
Wu Shi: So, okay, sure, I've overwritten my past self's mind with my future memories and that's how I'm back here.
Wu Shi: How do you do any of this.
Wu Shi: How does any of this actually come to happen.
Wu Shi: What does the thirteenth car have to do with it? How does it turn back time?
Se Yue: I haven't turned it back.
Wu Shi: Buh?
Se Yue: I've merely added on. That's why there's a thirteenth car at all-
And then things happened very quickly all of a sudden.
Se Yue stopped talking all of a sudden, and a few drips of blood flowed down her forehead.
And then, like a puppet whose strings had been cut, she collapsed.
Wu Shi: ....You again.
yyyyep they're lugging a bloody pipe around.S: I warned you not to do anything unnecessary.
Wu Shi: What are your goals, S?
Wu Shi: Judging by that pin you're wearing, you're part of the Cesium Megacorporation as well.
Wu Shi: Do you know who it is you just struck down, there? It was your own corporation's heiress.
S: And?
S: She is the inventor of the Tour of Time.
S: For that, she has made herself responsible for countless sins.
Wu Shi: Sins?
Disregarding my question, S kneeled down besides Se Yue and took something out of her pocket.
S: She is the cause of all of these wrongs.
S: Did you know?
S: Using the Tour of Time, to send your consciousness to the past, consumes 'Fuel'.
We did not, so, S decides to show us.S: Do you know what that 'Fuel' is?
S walks over to one of the closed sickbed units, grabs the curtains, and flings them wide open.S: The 'Fuel' is right next to you.
Leather bags, of a certain size and shape.
Perfect for carrying... a certain thing.
As soon as I saw them, some primal instinct was screaming at me,
don't open them,
you don't want to see what's inside them,
but, driven by my curiosity, I couldn't help but do so anyways.
Ding dong! A body has been discovered! But, like, for real this time.
S: By placing the dead inside the thirteenth train car, the Tour of Time is transformed into a time machine.
S: That's right, so long as you pay the cost, the Tour of Time will send the user's consciousness to the past, and the so-called 'Fuel'-
S: Is 'a person who has died'.
S: That's right. In the first loop, your body was the corpse I used.
S: After you drowned, I loaded your corpse into the thirteenth car and reversed time.
Wu Shi: Y- you...!
I felt like I wanted to throw up.
Yu Guang: Se Yue doesn't come to school very often, because she's obsesed with some kind of dangerous experiment, and these experiments-
Yu Guang: -use people as subjects.
Wu Shi: So... that's the truth of the Tour of Time. You (Se Yue)... invented such a terrible thing!
Qian Yuan: It's me! I'm arriving just on time and AAAAAAAAAAAAA
okay.Qian Yuan: You bastard! How could you do such a thing to the young mistress?
Wu Shi: I- what?? It wasn't me!
Qian Yuan: Who else was it?! You're the only one here!
Qian Yuan: YOU BASTARD! I'LL KILL YOU FOR THE YOUNG MISTRESS!
NO MATTER HOW MANY TEXTS YOU SEND, HE'S NOT GOING TO REPLY.
Wu Shi: I'm warning you, if you do anything to my friend-
S: I haven't done anything.
S: Why don't you take a look at what you've done to him, rather?
Wu Shi: Me?
S: That's right.
S: You.
S: Ha.
S: Haha.
S: HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
My screen was, in a moment, overflowing with the same character, repeated over and over again.
Wu Shi: ...What's so funny, damn it?
S: I'm laughing because you don't even understand the real meaning of 'fuel'.
Wu Shi: I know what fuel is. You told me that fuel is a human corpse burnt to time-travel.
S: You don't even understand the definition.
S: Consider:
S: Is fuel reusable?
Wu Shi: Eh?
S: Whether gas, diesel, or natural oil,
S: Can any of these things be reused after they've already been burnt?
I felt a chill go up my spine.
S: That's right.
S: It's natural to understand, isn't it? Fuel cannot be reused.
S: The Tour of Time's operation is simple. As long as you pay the cost, you will acquire the equivalent gain, like a self-serve vending machine.
S: But, costs cannot be reclaimed, just as fuel that has been burnt cannot be reused.
S: On the first loop, you drowned to death.
S: I used your corpse in the thirteenth car to fuel the reversal of time, to begin the second loop.
S: In the second loop, you learned of my existence and so I struck you so as to cause you to faint.
S: Now it is the third loop.
S: But that begs a question, doesn't it?
S: In the second loop, who did I use as fuel in order to begin the third loop?
Wu Shi: Wasn't... it... me again?
S: Of course not.
S: Did I not just explain this? Fuel cannot be reused.
So... who did you use as fuel?
Was what I wanted to ask.
But, for some reason, my trembling fingers just couldn't type the characters...
S: You know who I used already.
S: After all... you saw the 'fuel' in the infirmary car already, didn't you?
S: Wasn't there someone else in the dormitory with you, when you drowned, in the second loop?
Wu Shi: WHO WAS THAT PERSON?!
S: Why don't you visit the infirmary, and find out, for yourself?
I gently pull back the covers-
Wu Shi: Why?!
Wu Shi: How... how could it be him?!
Wu Shi: Why did this have to happen?!
S: I told you, didn't I? Not to do anything unnecessary.
Wu Shi: But... the second loop... he was fine the second loop... I even talked to him over the phone...
S: This is why I told you not to take any unnecessary actions.
S: Did you not foresee something like this?
Wu Shi: ...Foresee this?
S: During the second loop, you did something you did not do during the first loop.
S: You called Yu Guang, on the roof of the train.
Wu Shi: And?
S: You underestimate your own import.
S: As a time traveler, every action you take has the power to rewrite the universe.
S: You are the master and center of this world; all things revolve around you.
Wu Shi: ...What?
Didn't Se Yue just tell me that I was nothing more than fuel? And S had just confirmed that, too- that I'd been nothing more than fuel for his plans.
Now he was telling me that I was the master of the world?
S: When you wake a person up at 4AM to meet someone, but stand them up at the time and place you were appointed to meet, resulting in him having a restless night that lacked sleep- what do you think he would do, exactly?
Wu Shi: He- he would-
Yu Guang would-
Yu Guang would try to make up for lost sleep by spending the morning napping in the men's dormitory rooms, same as me,
even though he was supposed to be somewhere else at the time, somewhere else that he would have been had it not for my own intervention in time,
Wu Shi: Which means- which means that-
S: You killed him.
He raises a syringe, its tip gleaming in the cold light, and advances towards me. I can't find it within me to resist.
Wu Shi: N-no, that's not-
S: You killed him.
S: His death is the result of your actions.
S raises the syringe towards my neck.
S: Please stop doing unnecessary things, from now on.
S: Good night.
Ji Hengsheng: I want to be family with you, for reals-
Wu Shi: ...Not my...
Ji Hengsheng: -forever and- what?
Wu Shi: ....Not my fault...
Wu Shi: It wasn't me... it wasn't me... It wasn't me!
Ji Hengsheng: Wu Shi?!
All I could do was repeat the same words.
Ji Hengsheng: Wu Shi! What's wrong with you?! Why do you look like you've given up all hope all of a sudden?!
Wu Shi: Don't you bother me.
I pushed her away from me with perhaps more force than I needed to.
Wu Shi: Let me be alone for a moment...
I can't capture it but Ji Hengsheng's portrait goes through like three rapid changes of expression in a single second.Ji Hengsheng: H-hey, Wu Shi-
She reached towards the edge of my shirt to try to stop me from leaving.
Wu Shi: DON'T TOUCH ME!
I slapped her hand away.
Wu Shi: ...Get away from me. Stay away from me.
Wu Shi: Don't get involved with me any further, ever again.
HEY DUDE HOW ABOUT YOU GO FIND YU GUANGWhat if something I do causes Ji Hengsheng to die, as well, like Yu Guang?
Ji Hengsheng: But... you look like you're suffering.
I needed her to stop looking after me with such an expression of concern.
Wu Shi: It's nothing to do with you.
Ji Hengsheng: But-
Wu Shi: Do you not understand the words I am saying?!
Wu Shi: I have never lied to you.
Wu Shi: I have only ever spoke my mind directly and unvarnishedly!
From my pockets, I pick Ji Hengsheng's diamond ring, and throw it to the ground.
Wu Shi: Don't get close to me! I don't want you at my side!
She hugs the fragments of the ring and sobs her lungs out.
Wu Shi: ...So it's you this time, huh.
The fuel for the first loop was me.
The fuel for the second loop was Yu Guang.
The fuel for the third loop was Qian Yuan.
𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄 𝐏𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆:
Every loop, S relied on ambush to kill a person.
OR
Each time S travels through time, an additional person must die.
I pulled the curtains (to Qing Yuan's corpse) closed, and turned to the sickbed that held Yu Guang.
Wu Shi: ......
Even though it was the second time I'd seen it.
But if I didn't clench my fists, I would have broken down screaming and sobbing.
Wu Shi: I'm sorry...
Towards Yu Guang, who laid there on the bed unbreathing, I lowered my head.
Wu Shi: I'm really very sorry...
Ji Hengsheng: So, to sum it all up, there's a super bad meanie named S, who's been using the Tour of Time to reverse time, to cause you to incessantly drown before the train can reach the terminal?
Wu Shi: Yep, that's about right.
Ji Hengsheng: ...Hmmm... What should we do?
The space around Ji Hengsheng is like a different space altogether. Around her I can always feel calm.
Ji Hengsheng: I wonder how much money it'd cost for S to spare you?
Wu Shi: I really don't think they're after money.
Ji Hengsheng: WHAT?! They don't need money?!
Ji Hengsheng: I guess this guy's not as awful as you made him out to be.
Wu Shi: This is a very strange conclusion you have come to.
Ji Hengsheng: There's a saying- only dead baddies and baddies that don't want money are good baddies.
Wu Shi: That does not even make a lick of sense. Please stop inverting exotic new terms like 'good baddie'.
I knew she was just trying to banter with me to lighten me up.
This is not an explanation with any prediction power, Ji. We love you but that doesn't predict for jack shit.Ji Hengsheng: Is it because maybe the Tour of Time suffered a bug?
Ji Hengsheng: What's the duty?
Wu Shi: I'm not sure. But if you think about it, it must be very important.
Ji Hengsheng: Mmmhmm!
Ji Hengsheng: That's the Wu Shi I'm so proud of!
I reflexively check it, to find that an unknown sender has apparently texted me an image of some kind.
Ji Hengsheng: What is it?
Ji Hengsheng: Why's your face gone dark all of a sudden?
S: I'll be waiting for you at the same old place.