wu shi i'm not sure i agree with your assessment here at allDespite so many people having fallen to Lost Time Syndrome, to assuage everyone's concern, the bonfire party would still be held as usual.
The princess was still trying her best to make sure that everyone has a good time, despite her own complete exhaustion.
yeah, see, this makes more sense.Or maybe she was just sticking to her policy of avoiding unnecessary changes to the timeline.
Wu Shi: Three-
Se Yue: That door's not so easy to break down as you might like.
i dunno, i don't think any of us are in the mood for delicious meat at this pointWu Shi: How do you know I don't have tools?
Se Yue: Rather than do something like that, you might as well go attend the bonfire party.
She sounded as lively as ever.
Se Yue: This time, you can enjoy the party without any problem.
:battler_crying:Se Yue: I'm so close. I still haven't stopped thinking
right, that's how science works. you just spend time and discover undiscovered theorems.and if I had just a litle more time, I might be able to discover a previously undiscovered theorem.
you're not just writing down a madness mantra are you se yue, please don't just be writing down a madness mantraSe Yue: I've spent this whole loop in my room so I could write down all of my observations over the past 100 loops. Thanks to this, I've noticed some more things.
ha ha absofuckinglutely not, dude, this is the same lady who told you she can't admit to failure, she's just making up something plausible so you'll go away and she can go back to having her mental breakdownEven though I wanted to break those doors down now and bust in, Se Yue sounded completely normal, and her thoughts were as sharp as always.
Maybe she really was fine?
Se Yue: Wu Shi, I've been recalling what you told me about the world of the 13th train car, and I noticed something odd.
Wu Shi: What'd you notice?
Se Yue: Every loop, someone must be sacrificed, and the first one to be sacrificed is always you.
Wu Shi: Mm-hmm.
Se Yue: How many times did you loop in the 13th train car's world, did you say?
Wu Shi: I remember it was... 48 times.
Se Yue: And how many people died?
Wu Shi: It should be 48 people, right?
Se Yue: That's not right.
Wu Shi: Eh?
Trying to remember the 47th loop...
With the help of the Se family maids, Ji Hengsheng, who'd lost all of her bodily temperature, was brought to the infirmary car.
But I knew that no amount of rescuscitation would have helped. These people had all been used as fuel by S.
Besides Ji Hengsheng, there were 46 other people.
These people had all collapsed on december 3rd, at the start of the day at midnight, losing their body heat and respiratory function simultaneously.
Wu Shi: W-wait, what?
That wasn't right.
In the 46th loop, there were 47 bodies?
There should only be 46.
First someone dies, then the loop is reset by using that dead person for fuel. So the number of loops should be equal to the number of deaths.
Why was there an extra dead person?
Se Yue: That's right. All the way until the 48th loop, there was an extra.
Wu Shi: I didn't count wrong. I've been keeping tallies every time.
Se Yue: So if there's an extra victim, then, it can only mean one thing...
SOMEONE FAKED THEIR DEATH
ONE OF THE LOOPS HAD TWO PEOPLE AS FUEL
JUST A BUG
Se Yue: It's clear that there's only one explanation here- someone faked their death.
Se Yue: And the only person who would gain anything from faking their death, here...
Se Yue: Is γSγ.
ji hengsheng culprit theory ji hengsheng culprit theorySe Yue: γSγis hidden amongst those dead victims.
Wu Shi: ...How does this help us though?
Wu Shi: Sure, we've narrowed down the candidates, but it's not like I kept a list of the victims.
Wu Shi: And we can't go back to the world of the 13th train car to check exactly anymore.
Wu Shi: And even if we find S...
Wu Shi: It won't help at all.
Wu Shi: S doesn't exist in the world of the 14th train car, after all.
Ji Hengsheng: AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!
hm. yep! distress!Hengsheng let out a terribly pained scream.
For some reason, Ji Hengsheng, who'd been at the area designated for the party around the bonfire, suddenly screamed and collapsed, causing a major ruckus.
Yu Guang: Caught you!
Se Yue: Wu Shi...! You tricked me!
Se Yue struggled to break free. She knew martial arts, but Yu Guang had all the advantages of surprise and had gotten her in a firm arm-lock, and in a contest of brute strength Yu Guang was superior.
Using Hengsheng, Se Yue was successfully lured out, just as I'd planned.
In the world of the 13th train car, S had used this plan against me countless times.
Se Yue had no way to know this.
And I was even able to find some injection syringes filled with tranquilizers in the infirmary car, when I went looking.
Having been injected so many times myself, I was surprised to find how easily I could apply them when it was my turn.
anyways yeah se yue passes out after that. willpower can't beat pharmacology.Se Yue: No... I don't want it to end like this....
i dunno, because, hundreds of people dying is worse than one person dying???? god, this is why i can't take this conversation seriously, because they're making such a melodramatic mountain out of a very simple molehillWhen I said that to her, despite the drowsiness on her face from the injection, it looked like a dark cloud had cleared in her expression.
Wu Shi: Now that's the Se Yue I know.
I wouldn't overestimate myself and imagine that I could solve her internal conflicts myself.
But, as long as she had confidence in herself, I was sure that the princess could solve any problem she was faced with.
Just like how she always helped me.
Wu Shi: It's time to depart this endlessly repeating world.
Se Yue: But I don't... want anyone to die...
Wu Shi: That's not what I want either. But it's the request I must make of the heiress, and I hope she can accept it.
Se Yue: Do... you want to die?
Wu Shi: Of course not. I'd love to live much longer.
Wu Shi: But you once asked me what you would call 'someone who must hurt you to help you, and who thus hurts you endlessly'.
Wu Shi: I've got a question for you now.
Wu Shi: What do you call someone who must give up their life to save you?
I laid her on the floor.
Wu Shi: Good night, young lady. Once you wake up next, everything will be over.
Se Yue: ...Why?
Wu Shi: Because I'm the savior of the Se family heiress.
Wu Shi: So I might as well save you one more time on top of it all!
wtfBut, as long as she had confidence in herself, I was sure that the princess could solve any problem she was faced with.
that is not how planning worksYu Guang: ...Are you sure this is okay? It's the heiress we're dealing with here, after all.
Yu Guang: I don't even know what exactly you're doing here.
Wu Shi: I don't know either.
Wu Shi: But since it's the thing I chose to do, I have to have faith that it leads to the best of all possible outcomes.
Yu Guang: ...Uncommon to see you so serious.
Yu Guang: Anyways, I'll watch her for the rest of the trip, that's what we agreed on in our plan, yeah?
where did they get a bed isn't this place filled with like actually one hundred dead people now
Wu Shi: Remember, absolutely do not be late, and absolutely do not stay in here or in the dormitory cars at that time.
Yu Guang: Why?
Wu Shi: Can't tell you. Just please do as I say.
Yu Guang: Okay, I guess.
Yu Guang: Just, no matter what crazy important stuff you have to do, remember to go check up on Hengsheng sometimes.
Yu Guang: I think she had something she wanted to give you or something??
Wu Shi: I'll make sure to do that, yeah.
I turned to leave, but Yu Guang called out to me before I could exit fully.
Yu Guang: ...I don't know what it is that you need to do,
Yu Guang: But remember, me and Hengsheng will always have your back.
Yu Guang: If there's anything you need help with, make sure you call for us, okay?
Wu Shi: ...I will. Thank you.
oh DO we have the password, now. exciting!!To use the time machine, two things are needed- the crest, and the password that triggers it.
I had both.
I'd managed to get the password out of Qian Yuan, the second time she'd visited me.
After the meeting at 11:30 was over, I planned to tape caution signs and repair warning signs on the outside of the men's dormitory car, and to use some sort of heavy object to jam the doors so that nobody could come in.
To make sure that nothing surprising occurred, I remained vigilant, but absolutely nothing strange happened.
Soon, the appointed time arrived.
Wu Shi: What I'm about to say may sound ridiculous, unbelievable, and maybe horrifying, and at the end of it I'm going to make a request of you. I beg that you listen to me without interrupting me until I finish.
If Ji Hengsheng was my emotional stabilizer,
then you were surely someone to whom I could entrust everything.
As long as you were here, I could be certain I had nothing to worry about.
If you understood where I came from, and the terrible things I was seeking to prevent, no matter how much it hurt, you'd surely support my request, Yu Guang-
- to let me die in the loop of the next universe.
But then, just as I was about to explain everything, and to make Yu Guang the next user of the time machine-
A startling turn of events that nobody could have predicted happened.
is this fucking time machine addictive or somethingWu Shi: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SO OBSESSED WITH THIS FUCKING THING?!
Se Yue: I have to keep looping... I absolutely cannot stop now...
Wu Shi: HAVE YOU GONE NUTS?!
Wu Shi: DO YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?! DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO DIE WITH YOU FOR YOUR SO-CALLED PRIDE?! YOU'VE LOST ALL SENSE OF REASON!
No.
No, this was wrong.
I stopped myself.
The Se Yue I knew wouldn't do something as irrational as this.
There had to be something else going on here. This wasn't natural.
Wu Shi: ...Do you have... some kind of reason why you have to keep going, no matter what?
uh... or you could... tell us... who S is...Se Yue: I've... figured out... who the true γSγis...
Se Yue: So... I have... to... CONTINUEEEEEEE!!!
wow okay. se yue has turned into a drug-powered horror monster, by the grace of the TRAIN.Her screaming expression overlapped with my memory of S from the 13th train car's world, in that moment.
Fear overcame me, and I reflexively grabbed the control crest on the floor and fled.
uh dude there's still the 100 other dead people. i guess you're writing them off, though? kind of makes sense. you can't trust ji with the crest because if she gets the crest she totally turns into S, yu guang's unconscious, you haven't thought about using the time travel machine yourself yet for some reason, and se yue is being a horror movie monster right now.Wu Shi: Come on... come on, FASTER...
How ironic. I'd once prayed for my death to come as late as it could.
Now I was praying for it to come more quickly.
If she was allowed to go on to the 101st loop, I'd never be able to get my hands on the crest again.
Here, now, in this loop, Ji Hengsheng and Yu Guang were both still alive. Even the genius young lady Se Yue, the only person in the world with a chance of finding a cure to Lost Time Syndrome eventually someday, was still alive.
Plus, all the protective measures Se Yue took means that the casualties- besides me- will probably be limited to the bare minimum.
It was unfortunate for Qian Yuan and the other 98 fuels. I supposed I'd have to keep them company, after this.
The alternative was that the maddened Se Yue would use everyone on the train and even everyone at terminal station as fuel, before finally collapsing due to her own unbearable sense of guilt.
Wu Shi: ...Be brave.
I clenched my fists.
Not to flee, but to be able to step forward in death.
Not to continue to loop, but to end everything with death.
The train car shook, tremendously. The alarm came on. Se Yue's automated voice came over the intercom, warning the surviving passengers of an emergency. Thank goodness.
Wu Shi: I'm not going to let Yu Guang be selected as fuel again.
Wu Shi: I'm not going to let Hengsheng die painfully again.
Wu Shi: And I'm not going to let the young lady have to bear everything by herself anymore, again!
The window had finally cracked, on schedule. The water began pouring in.
Wu Shi: Come!
Wu Shi: Let's end everything here with me!
The water flooded in, same as it had previously.
I swam out of the train, the same I'd done when saving Se Yue at the final loop of the 13th train car.
But this time, instead of swimming up, to the light and the life-saving air...
I swam down.
Ignoring my straining lungs, I swam down as far as I could, to the place where the undersea tunnel had broken and allowed water to rush in,
and threw the Crest out, into the sea, as far as I could.
Seeing the crest sink slowly into the deep sea, my willpower snapped like an overly-tense string, and I sank into endless darkness.
sudden flash of red followed by rapid flashbacks to past loops, indicating loop memory has been regained music moves from silence to dramatic ominousJi Hengsheng: So what were you doing while you disappeared for this whole day?
I was going to answer her,
But,
But,
My head felt like someone'd slammed a cleaver into it.
Massive amounts of information flooded into my brain, and I felt as though my skull were about to explode.
Ji Hengsheng: Shi-chan! Shi-chan!
She looked so concerned for me.
Wu Shi: Wh- why?!
I punched the bed with all the force I had.
Wu Shi: WHY HASN'T IT ALL ENDED YET?!?
Ji Hengsheng: Shi-chan! Where are you going?!
I'd pushed myself off the bed and was now scrambling to find something- anything- that could tell me the time.
Time had reversed again?
And this time it'd reversed thirty-six hours?
This I was familiar with.
Ignoring Ji Hengsheng shouting at me from behind, I turned to the Tour of Time's tail end.
Though everything was how I'd expected, I still couldn't easily accept what I was looking at.
oh no wu shi's being a moronWu Shi: NOT EVEN THAT STOPPED HER?!
Fury, sorrow, disappointment, pain-
Countless vivid emotions warred in my heart, painting the world before me in scarlet.
Qian Yuan: Wu Shi-senpai?
Normally I'd be glad to see Qian Yuan resurrected, but the me of now had no emotional capacity for anything like that.
Wu Shi: Move. I need to see Se Yue.
Qian Yuan: It's quite late. The young lady is sleeping now.
Wu Shi: I need to ask her some things.
Qian Yuan: No matter what it is, we must ask that senpai come back tomorrow morning.
Wu Shi: DID YOU NOT HEAR ME?!
Wu Shi: I SAID I WANT TO TALK TO SE YUE! GET OUT OF MY WAY!
Qian Yuan: Senpai, please don't make me get handsy with you.
Wu Shi: NOT EVEN YOU CAN STOP ME FROM-
Just as our argument reached a boiling point, the door to the VIP cabin opened, revealing a slightly disheveled Se Yue.
Se Yue: Just what exactly is causing such a ruckus out here?
Se Yue: ...I have no idea what you're talking about.
Se Yue: What do you mean 'use the tour of time'. I have absolutely no idea what the words coming out of your mouth mean.
Sad piano music starts playing.Wu Shi: You don't... remember... any of it at all anymore?
and then Wu Shi finally has the realization that Se Yue isn't the culprit this time because if she were we'd still be in the 14th train car.Se Yue: Have I forgotten something?
Wu Shi: Those 100 loops-
Se Yue: ?
another gimme question.That the 15th train car appeared means only one thing:
Se Yue became fuel in the last loop
The user has been swapped out
I ultimately didn't die in the previous loop
The game controller had been passed to a new user.
And this time I had no idea who it could be.
It couldn't have been Yu Guang, I hadn't gotten the chance to tell him the activation phrase yet.
Se Yue: ...I'd like to ask YOU, where did you learn all of this from, anyways? Explain to me just how much you know.
...
The Se Yue with whom I'd fought countless times in the 14th train car's loops suddenly felt like a completely foreign person.
Se Yue: Answer me, classmate.
Wu Shi: Don't call me that...
Se Yue: Eh?
Wu Shi: I said, DON'T CALL ME THAT!
creepy reversed music starts playing.I wandered the train aimlessly.
Even though it was late, many of the students who hadn't yet tired of playing around were still hanging around the various train cars.
Everyone was smiling so happily, as though all the things that'd happened before were just illusions.
So, was I the only one who remembered, now?
The 13th train car and the terrifying S.
The 14th train car, and the Se Yue who was willing to spend a hundred loops at the barest chance of success.
None of it would be remembered?
I could tell I was beginning to fall into a panic.
Fake.
The classmates around me all felt...
Fake.
The expressions they had plastered on-
Fake.
Even though I stood in the midst of people, I felt like I was the only one there.
Fake.
Fake.
Fake.
Everything seemed fake.
Wu Shi: ...No...
I looked at my shaking hands.
I was the one who was fake.
I was the anomaly in this world.
Qian Yuan (flashback): Death isn't fearsome. What is fearsome is endless recurrence without recourse.
he hyperventilates.So... all there was to do now was to wait to die?
Maybe if I just waited, the new user would have no intention of resetting the world again, and I would be able to be the only one to die?
Or would there be more loops, again? How many? Ten? A hundred?
but then, as all hope is lost, SURPRISE PLATONIC CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF OPPOSITE GENDER HIDING IN BED STRIKES AGAINWu Shi: Huuuhhh, haaaahhhh- huuuh, haaah, huuuuuhhhh-
Ji Hengsheng: Shi-chan?
Breaking through everything.
The one real thing in my universe appeared before me.
Ji Hengsheng: It's okay.
Hengsheng held me tightly.
Ji Hengsheng: Nothing's wrong, Shi-chan.
"because I, S, have everything under control."Ji Hengsheng: Nothing's wrong, Shi-chan
Ji Hengsheng: MEAT!
Ji Hengsheng was holding a pair of barbecue tongs.
Ji Hengsheng: When you're feeling like you're beat, that's when it's time to have some meat!
There was a small mountain of meat piled up on my plate.
Yu Guang: Yeah, when you're feeling tired you need to eat lots of protein.
Yu Guang's chopsticks moved with incredible swiftness through the air, and stole the meat off my plate with insatiable urgency.
Ji Hengsheng: YU GUANG!
Ji Hengsheng clamped Yu Guang's chopsticks with her tongs, stopping their movements.
Ji Hengsheng: I barbecued that for Shi-chan! You can't touch it!
Yu Guang: Your bias is showing! Not to toot my own horn, but who said I can't be out of it as well right now?
Yu Guang: I spent all of last night unable to sleep because I was thinking of Qian Yuan, you know! Do you understand what it's like to be lovesick like this?
Ji Hengsheng: I understand.
Ji Hengsheng: It's the same feeling as when I'm waiting for the end-of-month sale at the supermarket, right?
Yu Guang: ...I don't think these things are comparable, no.
Ji Hengsheng: Please, eat up, Yu Guang, you must be terribly tired from your breakup.
Yu Guang: Wait, why are you acting like I've already been dumped,
Ji Hengsheng: Ah, I'm sorry, it is indeed true that you haven't been dumped yet.
Yu Guang: STOP ACTING LIKE IT'S DESTINED TO END WITH ME BEING DUMPED!
Ji Hengsheng: It's better to free yourself early though, isn't it? I just can't bear to see my good friend trapped in the throes of one-sided longing for such a long time.
Yu Guang: What about my potential for success?!
Ji Hengsheng: You're right! Success comes in many potential forms, and varies from person to person.
Ji Hengsheng: For example, if you redefine defeat as success, I'm sure your potential for success will skyrocket.
Ji's words seemed to have bluescreened Yu Guang, who went into a semi-stunned state.
Taking the opportunity, Ji Hengsheng raised her can of cola. She grabbed my hand and lifted my can of cola too.
Ji Hengsheng: To Yu Guang's romantic conquests- a toast!
Yu Guang: I, uh, sure! A toast!
Hengsheng gave me- who still hadn't opened his mouth to say a single thing- an inscrutable look.
...Well, fine, then.
Wu Shi: ...A toast.
She knew that this kind of banter was the best way to make me relax.
Ji Hengsheng: Come, young Wu Shi.
Ji Hengsheng: Wash away your troubles with drink!
Wu Shi: ...You're using the standard phrases for serving wine, but you're pouring cola.
Yu Guang: If you try hard enough, even cola can get you drunk!
Wu Shi: I don't think this is a question of trying.
Yu Guang: Bring out your sense of presence! PRESENCE!
Wu Shi: NOT EVERYONE THINKS WITH A BASKETBALL INSTEAD OF A BRAIN, MAN.
Yu Guang: yeah but you got CHEESEBALL for a head
Ji Hengsheng: So, Shi-chan, what's got you down in the dumps anyways?
Wu Shi: Well, uh.
Y'know, dying a hundred forty-eight times, endlessly repeating this end-of-year trip. The usual.
Yeah, like anybody would believe me if I spoke up about it.
Yu Guang: You got rejected by princess Se Yue, didn't you.
...Ah, right.
This was the second day, and before that, I'd... been invited to the VIP cabin and been told to keep everything about the 13th train car a secret.
So that was why Qian Yuan had been so cold to me. Our relationship was still in the 'I just finished telling Se Yue off about how horrible and haughty she is as a person' phase.
Wu Shi: Nah, you're way off.
...The things that had happened in the 14th train car's world weren't exactly happy things,
but at least there, I had companions who were helping me fight against the loops.
It's so incredible that just that alone could make me feel less awful, and less alone.
Ji Hengsheng: Ohhhhh, Shi-chan got rejected by the princess. No wonder he's in such a foul mood!
Hengsheng nodded sagely and patted my back.
Wu Shi: Hey, don't start sympathizing with me without my express permission. I never said I got rejected by her?
Yu Guang: I got it, man. Don't worry, I get it. Out there as a man, your pride's all you've got. Even if you got rejected, for the sake of your own face, you've got to say that it was you who rejected them.
Ji Hengsheng: I see! Well, then-
Ji Hengsheng raised her can of cola again and shouted loudly.
Ji Hengsheng: To Shi-chan dumping the Se heiress- a toast!
Yu Guang: A toast!
Wu Shi: I feel toasted.
Ji Hengsheng: In the name of Shi-chan dumping the princess who begged for the privilege of having him as a lover- another toast!
Yu Guang: TOAST!
Wu Shi: Stop! Stop stop stop! Everyone's staring at us!
Se Yue (considering using the time machine with Wu Shi as fuel): ...........
I felt a presence behind me, but I couldn't turn around now.
Yu Guang: This is it! PRESENCE, Wu Shi!
Ji Hengsheng: You got it, Wu Shi!
Wu Shi: Yeah! I got this!
Wu Shi: In honor of me unceremoniously dumping the young mistress of the Se family- a toast!
Ji Hengsheng: YEAH!
Yu Guang: That's how a man does things!
Wu Shi: Always acting like she's so much better than us, but in the end she forgot everything anyways! There's nothing special about her!
Se Yue: ....................
Wu Shi: Someone like that deserves to get dumped by me, frankly!
music stops.Wu Shi: EVERYONE LISTEN UP!
I stood up on my chair with one foot.
Wu Shi: SOMEONE LIKE SE YUE, THAT'S THE KIND OF PERSON THAT I'M DESTINED TO DUMP EVERY TIME!
...Suddenly I noticed that the whole dining car had gone deathly silent.
Ah. So that was the source of the killing intent breathing down my back, then.
Se Yue: Who was it you were talking about dumping again, classmate?
Wu Shi: .......
Wu Shi: Please listen to my humble explanation. All of this has been a truly unfortunate coincidence-
Se Yue: Oh? What kind of coincidence? The kind that leads to you declaring such slandrous things like that you've dumped me?
Wu Shi: I was merely egged on by my friends of poor character-
Yu Guang: Don't joke with me, I haven't said a word, okay?
Ji Hengsheng: ShichanI'mgonnaheadoutsotakecarebye!!!
....These two...
Se Yue: Do you have anything to say for yourself?
Se Yue was advancing towards me, emanating a killing intent even stronger than that of S. I had to run immediately!
After leaving a trail of biscuit straws with which to divert attention and buy time, I finally managed to escape Se Yue's relentless pursuit.
The Se family princess was still quite surprisingly easy to deal with.
Don't underestimate someone that's looped so many times! Your weaknesses are all completely known to me now!
...Actually, when I thought about it, that was kind of sad.
A hundred and forty-eight loops, and all the growth I'd shown was in mastering the art of tricking Se Yue with biscuit straws.
Well, at least after all those antics from Yu Guang and Ji Hengsheng, I was back in a normal state of mind again.
Time to analyze the situation and figure out a next step.
In the 13th train car, the looper was S.
In the 14th train car, the looper was Se Yue.
In the 15th train car, the looper is unknown.
I had no clue who was looping here, so all I had to work on were my own efforts.
I probably shouldn't involve Yu Guang or Ji Hengsheng too early here- it might result in them being selected for fuel again.
I also shouldn't get Se Yue involved. Last time, that led to her overworking herself into mania.
Wu Shi: This time, I have to confront the looper on my own merits, for real.
And it was the first loop- which meant that all the victims of Lost Time Syndrome had been resurrected.
Which was to say, things could still be fixed.
Wu Shi: I didn't properly appreciate how valuable the 'first loop' was, until now.
Using the time machines was like dominoes. Once the first one was pushed down, the rest would follow in a chain reaction.
Wu Shi: If I want to stop that, I need to end it in the very first loop.
That was why I needed weapons.
I knew I could find tranquilizer syringes in the infirmary car. If I could find the looper and inject them, it would all be over and I would be the only casualty.
...Perhaps the maids took them for some medical purpose or other?
Nah, I didn't feel a bit better after I said that.
The uneasiness made me regard my environments with more suspicion, and because of that,
I saw, in a corner, the flash of someone's shadow disappear.
I wouldn't have noticed that normally, but I was in a state of hypervigilance right now.
And after having looped so many times, the shadow seemed... familiar, to me, somehow.
Wu Shi: What is happening?
I couldn't rely on Se Yue to explain things to me anymore. I had to figure out the answers myself.
This was the first loop of the world of the fifteenth train car.
...Y'know, maybe even the looper didn't know what was going on either?
He probably didn't understand the principles of the Tour of Time very well. Maybe he didn't even know about the fact that the original fuel would retain their memories.
...Did this mean I had the initiative, for once?
Wielding the memories of the past, perhaps I was the one in control of this scenario?
After a moment's thought, I snuck after the mysterious shadow.
Even our man is tired of this bullshit.Wu Shi: Back HERE again, of all places?!
There was nothing to hide behind at the top of the train. If he turned around, I'd be seen immediately.
As I got closer and closer, my heart pounded harder and harder.
Six, five, four...
I'm so close I can see his shadow.
Wu Shi: Eh?
The person was-
hah, you thought it was going to be a face reveal but it's just me, bird beakWu Shi: γSγ?
In my surprise, I accidentally made a loud step on the train, and S turned his head immediately
S: -!
S turned to face me. Our eyes locked.
Now what?
Now what did I do?
The memories of the past flooded into me in an instant.
I had to stop him, or the 48 loops of the 13th train car would reenact themselves.
The helpless hell of being endlessly attacked by S.
Wu Shi: HEAAAAAAAAAAGH!
My body moved before my brain! I stood up and rushed S.
I rushed S.
The power of time travel was like a drug that you built resistance up to after taking a lot of it.
If you could see what happens in this loop, next loop you have the power to predict what will happen.
In this loop I followed him and gained the initiative.
If I missed this chance, I might never get a chance like this again.
Even though we were both time-travelers, he knew who I was while I knew nothing about him.
So, this loop was my only chance.
S raised the familiar iron pipe, as though to meet me with a counterstrike.
But, looking at the iron pipe in his hand, for some reason he faltered.
Wu Shi: (I've got a chance!)
oh god please don't tell me the pipe makes a fracture in the wall that makes everyone die early because that would suck far far too muchI rushed him down, seized the iron pipe, and tossed it aside.
The pipe smacked into the tunnels and let out a deafening sound.
Even though it was S, because of the way the controller of the time machine had been swapped twice, he remembered nothing about the events of the 13th train car.
This is S's first loop! His movements aren't anything as decisive as what I remembered seeing before!
Wu Shi: WHO ARE YOU?!
Holding him down under me, I prepared to pry his mask off by force.
He struggled against me, and pulled a syringe of tranquilizer from under his cloak.
Wu Shi: Don't even THINK about it!
I slapped the tranquilizer away as well!
wu shi you are going to have a hell of a time backpedaling when it turns out to be jiWu Shi: I know everything you're about to do!
If it weren't for your activation of the time machine, I wouldn't have experienced those 48 loops, and I wouldn't have seen my own friend become a corpse.
Wu Shi: If it weren't for you- if it weren't for you!
To wipe you out, Se Yue forced herself to endure a hundred loops and took up the weight of countless sins!
Wu Shi: If it weren't for you! Then so many people wouldn't have fallen into suffering!
And I wouldn't have fallen into this world of loneliness.
Wu Shi: THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!
With my eyes stained red by fury, I ripped the mask off of S's face!
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Wu Shi: Eh?
dramatic tragic music- last time this played was when yu guang diedThis was the greatest shock I'd experienced yet.
Even to the point of nearly causing me to lose consciousness.
Wu Shi: How... can it...
Up to now, I'd experienced so many painful repetitions.
Died many terrible times, and seen my closest friends become corpses.
I'd even witnessed a hell where almost all of my classmates had perished.
But none of that compared to S's face.
Wu Shi: Why... is it you...?
I hugged my head with my hands. I'd lost the ability to even think rationally.
Perhaps I'd long since already realized the truth.
In this instant, the events up till now flashed through my mind. (Hints for S's True Identity)
WAIT WHAT?! WHAT THE FUCK?! WHERE'S MY I'D LIKE TO SOLVE OPTION WE'RE JUST DYING?! IT HASN'T EVEN SHOWN US ANYTHING YETWu Shi: Perhaps... I'd long since realized the truth.
But I didn't want to acknowledge such a truth.
Wu Shi: No... I won't believe it...
Stepping backwards, I was so stunned that I wasn't even paying attention to what was behind me.
One of my steps found nothing but empty air.
Just like that, I plummeted down to the abyss beneath the train.
From the roof of the train, he clutched onto my hands with his life, as though he wanted to save me even at the expense of his own life.
Wu Shi: Why...
Why did S have to be you...?
Yu Guang...
Qian Yuan...
Hengsheng...
Se Yue...
Wu Shi...
i can't believe they gave us a gendered pronoun even hereFrom the roof of the train, he clutched onto my hands with his life, as though he wanted to save me even at the expense of his own life.
Ji Hengsheng: Shi-chan, hold on!
Wu Shi: Hengsheng...
To my question, Hengsheng just gave me a weak smile.
She was putting everything she had into holding onto me. She didn't even have the energy left to answer me.
At this moment, the 13th train car's doors suddenly opened.
I didn't know if it was because me and Hengsheng had some kind of mutual understanding, or if it was an act of the God of Time.
But, either way, everything Hengsheng had done in the world of the 13th train car poured into my brain at that moment.
WORLD OF THE THIRTEENTH TRAIN CAR
HENGSHENG'S PERSPECTIVE
or if it was an act of the God of Time.
okay yeah that's all there is to the hintsIn the 13th train car's world, who did I tell about the looping?
In the 13th train car's world, who was always by my side?
In the 13th train car's world, who always knew exactly what my next step would be?
Perhaps, I'd long since realized the truth...